GRAY reality...

As the fuze fuzed
Thinknsoul cried
Bitchy assortments fade in
..don't know why.














It's maybe because..my soul's tired but my mind must work. Come holy death and save me from pain... Oh Wisest Guy, should I stand before thee face to face???

"My soul has dwelt too long with the one who hates peace. I am for peace but when I speak, they are for war."
-PSALM 120:6-7

Hi! 'just wanna share it... =)

Forwarded message:

"A Sweet Truth"

When God knows you’re READY for the responsibility of commitment..
He’ll reveal the right person at the right circumstances...”
Wait patiently... Don’t waste your time searching & wishing…
Grow & be ready and you’ll see…
God will give you love story far better than you could ever dream of… =)

Sai, la pa q ni naforward imo noh?! dwi na lang para bibo... ;)

Sir Jap, sana k na phone moh... =S

Oiesst..Tyler..u still there? :S I received from Mark amidst..-Joan's father died. 'can't tell you then to prevent some destruction but I guess silence did… I did it again... :S Maybe it won't make any sense to you but just F.Y.I. Thanks anyway... :I 0ohhh so tough.. =') Ohh boy... I guess that ID should rest... Thanks for those words of wisdom too... You're such a nice FRIEND... =')

Paging Mr. Sina Ara..ahhh i..i forgot what to say... :p

Take gud care yah all... I'm gonna miss u... =')

(sealed w/ a kiss)

Simply me,
jc/odette

DONT CLICK ME!!!

Angels don't save...

Almost 17 years ago, that was early in the morning, there was a child sitting in a table (with a stick of match in her mouth, sipping its carbon) while watching those children climbing in a Guava Tree. Her papa came and said, “I have to go now so be a good girl.” And so she nodded. (it’s her papa’s day shift of duty again)


She has the greatest parents ever –a tough father and a sweet, disciplinarian but kinda tactless, high-tempered mother.

As usual all housemates were busy so she got out from that open kitchen…. She noticed a dying dragonfly on the garden and tried to touch it when somebody said, “ Don’t worry… Angel gonna save her…”.

She remained in silence- recalling the day when she tried to escape from evil and her soul yelled for an angle’s help but nobody came… That’s the worst day of her life…

She touched the dragonfly's wings carefully… ‘rubbed it gently… Then another kid asked, “Do you believe in angels too?” And, she answered, “ ..angels don’t save.”



I’m not writing this just because I have a story to tell nor to imply something against angels for I do believe in angels too… Angels are those children… They need our attention and affection…

They might be victims of crime that parents didn't notice for being so busy… They might wanted to tell something but were just taken for granted… They were just ignored…

“..some victims are able to express their feelings without difficulty. Others who appear to be emotionally calm may be masking feelings that later erupt in a delayed reaction.”
-by Manfreda

Angels don’t save…but rather be saved…

TEAeehehehe w/ Miss Divine Grace

It’s kinda late in the evening when I sat down holding a cup of tea. Suddenly I notice that someone’s knocking my phone… Somebody replied-it’s Chaka Doll!!! Wew! And so we talked and talked and talked… (Text I mean…lol)

So long… I mean, it’s unusual for me to text somebody for quite a couple of minute for now due to some economic sabotage… lol

But, last night, I did it w/ Chaka... Ehehehe…ooh so Divina Grasya she was!!! (that’s her family name)

“Bla…bla…bla…bla…”

And, I laugh when she stated that one of our supervisors and I were almost look- alike…. Whahahahaha!!! “If that’s the case, we must be carabaos...(of the same faces)”, I said.

I’m watching the “KangarooJack” movie thing while texting then… Hey! Don’t be amazed for I’m always late in everything… ehehehe…lol


It’s when that big guy on that movie almost fall down “sa bangin” (Unsa gani na sa English??? Lol) Dictionary please…lol ehehehe….

It’s when that big guy on that movie almost fall down… I then shout, “He’ll gonna fall!” But hey, there’s no big guy who fell… It’s my cup! The cup of tea that I put beside me instead of putting it on the table… (blamed be the texting…joke) My very lil sister became the first suspect for that when I was the real criminal…ooh poor lil sis…’nyways she’s cuter than mehehehehe…

‘mind you… it’s a good cutting! And, I think acrylics will bring out the best of it! Hmmmm… Poor mama’s cup, ‘need to live a new lifestyle… a new look…


Presence of mind is a must…
Or else possibilities to fall might arise w/out the signal…
TEAeehehehe

Better live new life after death…lol

Oiest… It just so happened that I told Chaka ‘bout this KARABAW site para bibo!!! And, it just so happened that I also told her ‘bout the best writer/director/editor’s site – http://www.direkjap.blogspot.com. And then she asked, “si jap? Asa na xa?” then I told her “his in Qatar right now and surely, you’ll gain a lot of info and learning if you’ll visit that page…”

‘ngon xa “nice baya kaayo to si sir jap…” visit daw xa sa page ASAP ky namiss daw nya…ehehehe.


Sir Jap!!! Regards daw wui ngon Chaka… TEAeehehehe…

..I hate her.

She has the soul,
the spirit,
the strength.
Others look up to her.
And, love her...

BUT, I hate her w/ all my soul that only the bitch's spirit can explain... Still, I can't blame her for I was out of plan, I just forcibly exist...lol
I still remember when my grandma (R.I.P.) told the story 'bout my birth... it's kindahahahahahaha thing but real... I can't blame the good lady anyway, blame my self instead!!! Ooooohohosome...

'nyways... That's not the main reason why I hate her... It's for a reason that she even don't know. Maybe, I was just so unfair... For life somehow partly became so unfair... And 'til now, she can't get me... She still don't know me...

I really hate her w/ all my soul... BUT, I love her w/ all my heart... and I will always love her for giving me my good sisters...

--new...new...news--

One of my sisters is now a wedded wife... Manang jo (eldest sis & still single) left the country and got back to work again... And, a co-trainee in ROTC Summer Camp Training (RSCT)class-03-2003 died while taking the POTC and his body was recovered after 3days (that was during their river-crossing/Survival). Supposedly, he's an AFP Reserve 2Lt now but... Yeah... Life's like this...

KARABAW English--"the marriage proposal"

BOY: Will you be my wedding?

GIRL: Ahahahahaha!!!

BOY: What's laughing?

GIRL: Ehehe...Wrong Gramming... ehehehe

--adapted

Hmmm... Tomorrow, May 08, 2007 @ 3pm will be my sis' civil wedding and I'm so excited... ehehe 'just want you to know that you're all invited...

..to witness. lol